Last January I did a tarot spread for the year. Since it was such a topsy-turvy year for me I went back and reviewed it. I don’t really remember specifics about the first of the year so let’s start when it gets interesting.
August – 9 of swords – anxiety, breaking illusions
Huh, husband is starting to act weirder than usual.
September – 2 of wands – making a choice, seeing beyond illusions
Husband walks out.
October – the fool – adventure, inexperience, journey
Start dating again
November – ace of wands – creative awakening, new ideas
Start thinking about buying a vet practice.
December – 2 of cups – fulfilling relationship
Uh, sorry no.
The funniest part is what I wrote to end that entry.
Wow. I’m not sure I’m ready for all that.
I had no idea how unready I was! LOL. I had a person ask me today if I had a good year. I laughed and said I had an interesting year. For the record, I don’t think I’ll be pulling cards for this year. I don’t even want to know.
Quiltpixie is right. I’ve been married a long time, and was single a long time before that, seen friends come and go, and family too. If there’s one thing life has taught me it’s that the most fulfilling relationship one can have is with oneself. If you want yourself to change, you can, and if you need yourself to be there for you, there you are! When we become our own best friend, no matter who else comes or goes in our life, we can always be fulfilled and happy.
Best wishes to you in 2008.
I think Dec was maybe right on — wasn’t your relationship with yourself fulfilling?